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I wanted him to know that it wasn’t for a lack of choices that I loved him. When I first met him it was like a cheesy romantic comedy. All I remember thinking was, “I’m going to be his girlfriend”, and then I was. It was perfect; anything a girl could ask for really. But as time went on the novelty wore off, I was still proud to be his girlfriend, but his affection was waning. It felt like over night he was in love with me, and then in an instant he wasn’t. But no matter what he said or anyone said I chose him. He was my first pick, and if I had to do it all over again I probably would do the same exact thing.

I still think about you. I still think about you two years later, while I’m lying in bed with someone who actually cares about me. And while he’s sweet and nice and gentle I still can’t help missing your arrogant, powerful, pushiness. I catch myself wishing he was more like you, but then I think, isn’t that why we didn’t work out in the first place?

He lives for love, he loves his drugs, and he loves his baby too, but I can’t fix him; can’t make him better.
– Lana Del Rey (via shades of cool)

Every time I think we’re in a good place something has to happen to ruin it all. I know once we’re together all the time and we’re through with this long distance crap we’ll be fine, but I don’t know if I can wait that long. I don’t know if I can hold out for three more years while you’re in college. I don’t think I’m strong enough…

awesomedorms:

Love the makeshift mini-loft!

awesomedorms:

Love the makeshift mini-loft!

ingiedancer:

Well it’s been fun sophomore year… But it’s time to start packing

ingiedancer:

Well it’s been fun sophomore year… But it’s time to start packing

dormtrends:

Love the Beatles poster! :)

dormtrends:

Love the Beatles poster! :)

awesomedorms:

I do love a nicely decorated dorm room.

awesomedorms:

I do love a nicely decorated dorm room.

fyeahcooldormrooms:

Loyola Marymount University, Del Rey North

fyeahcooldormrooms:

Loyola Marymount University, Del Rey North

I wanted him to know that it wasn’t for a lack of choices that I loved him. When I first met him it was like a cheesy romantic comedy. All I remember thinking was, “I’m going to be his girlfriend”, and then I was. It was perfect; anything a girl could ask for really. But as time went on the novelty wore off, I was still proud to be his girlfriend, but his affection was waning. It felt like over night he was in love with me, and then in an instant he wasn’t. But no matter what he said or anyone said I chose him. He was my first pick, and if I had to do it all over again I probably would do the same exact thing.

I still think about you. I still think about you two years later, while I’m lying in bed with someone who actually cares about me. And while he’s sweet and nice and gentle I still can’t help missing your arrogant, powerful, pushiness. I catch myself wishing he was more like you, but then I think, isn’t that why we didn’t work out in the first place?

He lives for love, he loves his drugs, and he loves his baby too, but I can’t fix him; can’t make him better.
– Lana Del Rey (via shades of cool)

Every time I think we’re in a good place something has to happen to ruin it all. I know once we’re together all the time and we’re through with this long distance crap we’ll be fine, but I don’t know if I can wait that long. I don’t know if I can hold out for three more years while you’re in college. I don’t think I’m strong enough…

awesomedorms:

Love the makeshift mini-loft!

awesomedorms:

Love the makeshift mini-loft!

ingiedancer:

Well it’s been fun sophomore year… But it’s time to start packing

ingiedancer:

Well it’s been fun sophomore year… But it’s time to start packing

dormtrends:

Love the Beatles poster! :)

dormtrends:

Love the Beatles poster! :)

awesomedorms:

I do love a nicely decorated dorm room.

awesomedorms:

I do love a nicely decorated dorm room.

awesomedorms:

Dorm dream!

awesomedorms:

Dorm dream!

fyeahcooldormrooms:

Loyola Marymount University, Del Rey North

fyeahcooldormrooms:

Loyola Marymount University, Del Rey North

"He lives for love, he loves his drugs, and he loves his baby too, but I can’t fix him; can’t make him better."

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I'm that kid your parents warned you about. Good music, dank, literature, and above all I am a child of the universe.

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